b : imprisonment rather than death imposed as penalty for first-degree murder
2 a : a blessing that is an act of divine favor or compassion
b : a fortunate circumstance
3 : compassionate treatment of those in distress
I don't see myself as having power over other people. I see myself as weak and small. The one needing mercy, and it is a blessing that God provides for me, because my actions and thoughts beg for His mercy daily.
As a recipient of His mercy I want to extend it to others, but how do I know when I'm being merciful or when I'm just being a door mat?
One of the basic tenants of abuse recovery is self-care. Honoring me for who I am. Not being anybody's door mat anymore. How do I line all of that up with extending mercy?
And that's the problem I'm left with. How to be merciful. And I don't have an answer I'm content with so far.
Compassionate treatment of those in distress -- that's what I want to offer.
Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.
Matt. 5:7
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Oh wow! So blessed to be sitting in front of you at FMF. I, too, am a CSA survivor. I write about it on my blog sometimes. I understand the dilemma between mercy and abuse. I think about how it relates to forgiveness and I know that's a hard place. And its okay to not have it all figured out.
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